do it fast

its really sucks big time when someone keeps you hanging. you've been waiting for something that you have no guarantee or assurance that it will come. the moment will pass you by without noticing that you've been striving to attain something you hoped for a long time. then you will find yourself trying hard to fill whats missing. picking up the pieces. it adds to the pain when you look back and it will cling to you again all the memories that once made you forget all the bad things. and at the end of the day, it was you, still you you will decide whether you hold on to the bitter-sweet or just go on thinking what might have been? no matter what you do its gonna be painful. and again it is you you will answer this questions, questions that will be left unanswered. will you take the courage of finding out the answer? or just leave it? it's hard. it's like the sweetest poison that kills you slowly. can it just go away? like a wind blowing? no. you have to get through it. it's like an homework do it later or sooner it will be there it won't go away so you have to feel it and deal with it. if you already got over it, the next time you will be doing your homeworks it would be easier for you since you have already encountered it. once you experienced it the next logical thing to do is to make improvements for a better you. coz it would never be easy. just like waiting. for nothing. am i making sense here?